This post could take some time....

so today is the day i have been dreading since christmas, yep its the day i have to go into hospital.. im so not happy about it but i have kinda harden my self to it now... its just been going one for to long- the huge buildup - waiting lists the un knowen.. I just want it over now.
So the medicine I have been taking since yesurday - every 15min 250ml has been making me so sick, like so sick it was funny lol, yep with out giving too much detail, i HAD to keep it down, and it was progtile vomit, I shoot it all over the kitchen window... like a scene in some doggie slap stick movie... lol it was sooooo funny ......nah well.

So we was driving about yesturday on our way to this place to look at a FTO (correct me kev if im wrong) it was well smart, and we saw this like - well what i thought was a circus, it was a "turf show" Kev was like oh its grass! I says nah its like another word for somthing... he goes NO ITS GRASS!!! he knows someone who has a stall there or something.. and its all just grass seed.... GOD HOW SAD IS THAT!!!!!! I love plants gardening etc... but at hole field with tents and stuff for grass seed, woooo I bet that was a buzz....

need more medicine... job done, well at least for the next 15mins... its gross, feel like im gonna blast the window again petty soon.. ok i know im gross lol,
So i also had to get this ring off that ive not taken off in like 5 years (cos u can only wear your wedding band) it took me 2 hours in all, soap, cream, butter, olive oil... u name it, oh and not forgeting like a tone of ice... well tank god its off, me finger is still twice the size it was and black, swollen mess but its off.. hurt *sniff*

so yes... u may of guessed by now that im feeling kinda sorry for me self right now. bare with me its just im such a big baby with all this. ok did i menion not eating since 2pm yesturday.. ya im really milking it i know...

erm so tomorrow the plan is take the dog to the breeders.. to see his old dalmatian family.. will be nice to see if he remembers them.. then in the late hours of friday.. early sat we are leaving for cornwall! 2 weeks we will be gone. I will try to post agin before we leave.

P.s did anyone see the end of 24? god what a show!!!.... p.ps I knew big bro had something up his sleave didnt i lol

More big bro please!!!!

"Science" Well he is just driving me crazy what a gobby sod, hes gotta go!!!
I still recon theres gonna be some kinda secret space somewhere in there too...
So yep I was not over the moon with joy when kev F**ked up the dvd recorder last night and taped hell kitchen instead *rips out hair* n/m w/e I guess, argh!!!!!!!!!!! lol


Still want maxwell to win!!! hes hands down my fave!!!!!


So we got the pond treatment - £22!!!! nah well as long as they are well it dont matter really i guess, the fish are worth much more anyways and they are pets and stuff sooooooo.... er ya and Roy keeps sending me these doggie jokes that try and make women look stupid *scratches head* yes that is a good way to impress me - send me rude sexest jokes.....
Oh and this other guy - donno who he recons to be wants to buy a car from me i dont own... cok co .... so yes wackie old lot out there it seems.
Ah, yes we also went into town today kev shopping for yes more hoilday clothes... he got well yes - A lot, but there was a lot of bargins and stuff in burtons - which is his fave store so that worked out... he got some flower shorts *giggles* and they suit him too. but what is it with all that pink in blokes shops now... really? lol all the blokes in there (wile i was waiting for kev to change in the c-rooms) was all going God not pink, and words to that effect.. anyways ive gone on about nothing for long enough so tat ta

Thanks 金寶 & Ronan for the comments!!!! cheers!!!!

big bro 2005

So ok I know I say it every time with the hole being busy so I wont this :-)time alright, er.. its kinda been the hottest couple of days ever here I recon, really - too hot. Im british and the british are not built for the heat *shakes head*
erm, so ive been Gardening and stuff as the norm.. I like plants *sounds soft* yep im a nerd I know... erm ya and me fish!!! me poor fishy died.. I have a .. or had a large Koi carp... Yesturday I saw his side looked dark in the water and we wiped him up in the net to check him out and all his belly was missing! God what a mess I was almost sick.. it was gross!!! he was a lovely fish really big too... T___T never mind I surpose hes better off out of that anyways.
Just got to hope the rest of the fish are ok.. they look ok, but u never really know. still we have ordered the treatment for the pond to be sure.
Fish with same markings as he was. (Camera soft ware still playing up!still!)

Erm Yes....Holidays
So I we go on hoilday for 2 weeks to cornwall http://www.cornwallcam.co.uk/ hopefully the weather will stay good! *crosses fings*
erm we went to get our summer holiday clothes yesturday too, yep I brought the shop out! Got loads of nices tops... packed my suitcase already!
But so not looking forward to next thursday up the hospital.. I have issues with that place *shivers* I know im a baby but would u want a camera up ur bum really.. ok if u didnt say yuk no... I dont wanna hear about it lol.

& Babys...

Yep and a huge Congratulations goes out to Claire & simon too.. she is up the duff *claps* due on the 17th febuary *goes all motherly* so she I must admit all these babys coming and going around me is making me get a little broody but im in no real panic for em or anything.. I have a hole punch of kids to look after anyways (kev... and pets lol) & I donno if I already said but Ronan has his baby now too so congratulations to both him and Katie too...

Oh and Big brother!!!
God come on Maxwell! Maxwell to win!!!! I hate derick, erm yep mainly just him, I dont like craig, I like saskia but shes starting to mess about with Maxwells feeling now so im going off her fast... er Im middle ground on a lot of them but, I donno we will see who goes up for eviction this week!?!Nominations Revealed...
http://www.channel4.com/bigbrother/

Thanks for the comments!

desbrate house wife

So this is me new fridge, yes I have wanted one pretty much since I was 4 lol, ok so yep its very big and we had to knock out most of the house to fit it in but still, it has this cool whats'it on the front for different kindsa ice and cold water to, er filtered... er and no filling ice trays either it fills its self, closes doors it self too... stops its own smells, er its does it all its self yep...*lazy girls dream* lol so yep
It was VERY Funny to see Kev and the boys bringing it in too... cos we decided to bring it to another part of the house from where we told the delievery people it had to be moved by us... so Kev got his biggest strongest mates over.. Tommy and Mark... God Pam my mate came over to.. to drink coffee and laugh.. oh and film the funnyest bits. It took them the best part of an hour...

They had to take it out the garage.. passed the front of the house, though the side gate, though my garden pile... (dont ask. lol) under the weeping willow (just) across the lawn, Nearly falling into the pond, over the rookery, though the next lawn, though the dog sh*t (that was hillarous) over the patio wall, across the patio, into the patio doors, into the livingroom, though the next doors, into the dinning room, finaly into the Kitchen.

Pam keeps playing it back her camera film... Tommy is very proud! and when he went into that poo... well it was just a classic moment lol

free plug :-)

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Ronan passed on this on to me...

1. Total number of films I own on DVD or video:
No IDEA!!! millions - er we have a room and an roof room full of vhs, er and around 300 dvds... probley more

2. The last film I bought:
*thinks* shark tail

3. The last film I watched:
sin city at the pictures last week. going tonight to see mr and mrs smith.

4. Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order):
Shawn of the dead,
Labrinth,
Top gun,
pretty woman,
snow man.

5. Tag five people and have them put this in their journal:
Pook, Inner child, Gumbo, Editor, Aejz [/edit]

You can copy paste this edited area from www.nowhereman.org thanks :-)

sticky feet

Blah, so the hole house is everywhere at the moment... Im actually trapped in here right now lol, Kevs doing the Kitchen floor.. and the kitchen is all of the middle area of the house.. witch means u have to walk around the Garden to get to each room lol. er he is also still doing the bath room, and the water sytem whats it.. it waters plants w/e.

Ronans got his new tour out for the summer - im so gutted cos im on hoilday then *slams head on table* er, I really dont have any thing fun to tell u , Ive been working very hard, er at all my jobs... erm ive also got arounf to doing the picnic area for the lads at work to now.. so thats done *claps* er Ive been spending all me money on the garden, still paying out for soil to fill the huge foot ball field sized flower bed - container thingy Ive made. so im broke as per ever!

Oh ya im having an ann summers party in july 30th, just after I com back from me hoildays, that should be good, My mate Kim :-) whom does me hair too, she is also an ann summers host so shes gonna do it, shes thinking up a load of games for it and all that..

anyways going now be back when ive got something to blog about... Hi everybody anyways!!!!!

Hi! bye!

Im too busy to post... so Im not , ok lol